Feeling Blue ε=(｡・д・｡)
I fought with him a month ago, I want to break up but he STILL didn't want, he expected me that I was cheating and getting bored of him ε=(｡・д・｡) After finally we can talk again on MSN, all we did just...
He asked what he is for me, he's a nice bf but I cannot continue anymore ε=(｡・д・｡) I did give up many times but he always say "Come on, we can continue this relationship" and everytime he said the magic words to me, I feels sick... and hurts.
I've never investigate him whenever he went with his girl friends or boyfriends well... sometimes I did ask about them but not overly jealous :p. Reverse to him, he always seems wanna know what I'm doing every single day, whoever hang out with me, he wants to know the details ε=(｡・д・｡)
It's not fair everytime I asked his days, he just told me the short version... but me.. I should tell him the details... that's what he wants.
That day, we cried, he repeatedly asked me what I want.
I just said I want to breakup and let him happy and let me free too. I know it's hard for him but that's the end of our relationship, that's the end of our long journey. We ever shared happiness, sadness, everything and I do still love him, our relationship cannot go further.
I see the wall, the thick wall between us, I want him to be happy without me and I want to be happy too without him. If this our path should be this way then let it be coz I'm really sick of it. If our destiny to become lovers then someday we will meet again and maybe better Happy Love Story in another life and hopefully in the same country.
Until now, he never come back online... maybe he don't want to talk to me about this anymore... I know he's avoiding this topic... because he don't want to breakup.
I wish I can push myself to do Astral Projection... and meet him for the last time... ah, I wish his happiness and hoping he will be fine...
I won't erase this feelings, I won't make him fade away from my mind or forget our memories, I will keep them as my treasures.
Well sad post wwwww so time to post something better ww
Today got a package from Surabaya City ~~~ o(゜∇゜*o)(o*゜∇゜)o～♪
ww my baby so excited with the package~
He asked what he is for me, he's a nice bf but I cannot continue anymore ε=(｡・д・｡) I did give up many times but he always say "Come on, we can continue this relationship" and everytime he said the magic words to me, I feels sick... and hurts.
I've never investigate him whenever he went with his girl friends or boyfriends well... sometimes I did ask about them but not overly jealous :p. Reverse to him, he always seems wanna know what I'm doing every single day, whoever hang out with me, he wants to know the details ε=(｡・д・｡)
It's not fair everytime I asked his days, he just told me the short version... but me.. I should tell him the details... that's what he wants.
That day, we cried, he repeatedly asked me what I want.
I just said I want to breakup and let him happy and let me free too. I know it's hard for him but that's the end of our relationship, that's the end of our long journey. We ever shared happiness, sadness, everything and I do still love him, our relationship cannot go further.
I see the wall, the thick wall between us, I want him to be happy without me and I want to be happy too without him. If this our path should be this way then let it be coz I'm really sick of it. If our destiny to become lovers then someday we will meet again and maybe better Happy Love Story in another life and hopefully in the same country.
Until now, he never come back online... maybe he don't want to talk to me about this anymore... I know he's avoiding this topic... because he don't want to breakup.
I wish I can push myself to do Astral Projection... and meet him for the last time... ah, I wish his happiness and hoping he will be fine...
I won't erase this feelings, I won't make him fade away from my mind or forget our memories, I will keep them as my treasures.
Well sad post wwwww so time to post something better ww
Today got a package from Surabaya City ~~~ o(゜∇゜*o)(o*゜∇゜)o～♪
ww my baby so excited with the package~
(///∇//) he's so cute!!!
Inside the box there's Winko Babat , Bandeng Asap , Keripik Bandeng, also Kue Kacang Mede X3
Oh no they come to ruin my diet progres...
See ya (｡･ω･)ﾉﾞ
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