What a Shame

This song reminds me to him.
Back then when we talked through MSN around midnight (Japan time) I always listen to this song as this song appeared on my MSN status.
He always say "Why you always listen to that song? We won't separate." and asked me to change the song.... whereas I've never thought about what he thought when I listened to the song.

I know it's sad song but I just love X-Japan's songs. They have strong music and lyrics even mostly are melancholy.... from all of their songs, I love Forever Love the most... coz.. it's Fuuma and Kamui's love song! What else!!! pffttt (///w///)a

Oh well I know this feelings towards him wont fade away and I don't think someone can replace his place in my mind, not even think I can fall in love again except for Mamo ppfftt I'm wiling to become his concubine pfftt