Simple Happiness

My emotion being unstable lately.
This past few weeks, I did let out much anger towards bunch of people in my office also to some friends that I don't wanna count them as friends.

Reminds me to a friend, she's close to me and said "Sometimes you should let out your anger. Don't hold it back until it explode." that's what I did this past few weeks. Haa... I need my own time to chill out and get relax.

It's so stiff, the situation in my head, my mind quite mess. I hate myself when I let out my anger to people that I don't even know and making unpleasant situation at work.

I also not have enough time for myself, for my son even he's beside my bed... (T__T) I really miss my son huhuhu and I don't care with what people said about him. About some "genius" people said my son is scary and maybe haunted just GTFO you "genius"!! Even he's alive someday, he won't harm me I believe that because if he lives it must be my positive energy that cherish and loving him so much. Every dead thing have its own energy not haunted...

Easy example like house, if the family living in the house with happiness the house will have bright and comfy aura but if the family broken/terrible well the house also will have negative aura.

Next time someone said my son is haunted, I will give them smile and let myself think they're crazy :v

For now, I'm just happy to see my son, playing with him and sleeping with him. I hope I can reduce my emotion and becoming positive with my own life.

Because I don't want to waste my precious life to take care of other people's business :v or getting grumpy because of some unimportant people :v
I will let it flow, let them talk whatsoever about myself and have happy life with my son and my family.

By the way, I can't wait to have good trip with my son and meet him with my bestfriend (^0^)